It's never ending

Trapped
In this web
That I devise
By my design
I'm confined

Trapped
In this world
Must return
To death or birth
Which is worse?

Caught
Like a rat in a trap
Forgetting the past
It can't last
Nothing to ask for

Caught
Beneath the sun
We burn as one
We turn and run
And then we are gone

While others lie asleep sound and secure in divergence
The souls of dead soliders are stretching distubances
Into a holocaust
A fire beneath the hornets' nest
And we can digest anything you detest
It is a nova, a lifeline explosion
It is a fracture in the crust of this volcanic erosion
And as it blends, everyone pretends not to notice
But we can see it and they ignore us
And now we can feel it
No it won't be endng soon
It's just another molecule between myself and the moon
Another ribcage thats somehow locked inside of my body
And I could escape it but everyone else is trying to stop me

I don't need a reason
I never pretend to be free from pain
I know I'm mistaken
I never been told I can mantain
I don't need a reason
I never pretend to be free from pain
I know I'm mistaken
I know I'm mistaken

And if the calender can lie and be mistaken for precision
All the other facts and figures are delusions
And what is it based on?
And who could decide when they would start keeping life expectancy and what effects the beat of my heart?

It's never ending